Friday, November 30, 2012

21 months

Kelsie is 21 months old. (once she turns 2, I'll stop counting in months!)

New words she has added to her vocabularly the past few weeks are "MINE" and "toys". Oh yes, we are definitely approaching the terrible 2s. Not only does mine mean she is claiming ownership, but it also appears to mean leave me alone, as this is MY SPACE and I want you out of it..don't try to lean in and kiss me when I am feeling ornery..."MINE". Yes, we hear this many times a day now!
Toys is a really cute sound though. After having a fit in the middle of Kohl's one day, I had a talk with her about not ever doing that again. I then told her that we were about to go into a toystore but as soon as I said it was time to go, she better not cry or have a fit or we would not go back. I asked it she wanted to be a good girl and go look at the toys and thats when she said "toys" for the first time. And then just couldn't stop saying it. And just in time for Christmas.

She is still running around, getting better at climbing steps, still holds our hand but climbs with alternating steps. She is learning to jump - or at least tries to. She is throwing a ball well overhanded. And likes to sling her toys out of the toy box ... like hard. She reaches in and just slings them behind her. Heavy toys too. She even likes to pick up her play kitchen and slide it across the floor. She often picks up heavy toys and carries them into the kitchen. This girl has some muscle!

She is adding to her vocabulary every day. She tries to say any and everything. Most of what she says doesn't sound much like the actual word but I can understand it. She tries to put words together too like "Help me".

She is crazy about Elmo and her baby doll. And quite affectionate and nurturing to all of her stuffed animals and baby dolls.

Still hooked on the paci at night...not sure how we will ever break her from those. But it will happen one day. I haven't even tried yet. But I will conquer up the nerve eventually.

Big highlight of this month is the new big girl bed! We got it a few weeks ago and she has done so well from the very beginning. I was worried about the transition at first but it wasn't a big deal at all. She cried a little more the first night about falling asleep but then slept pretty well. She did fall off the bed a couple of times and I had to go in and put her back in the bed. We have her old crib mattress lying beside the bed and the bed sits really close to the floor anyway, so its only a short distance to roll of as it is. But its enough to startle her. She doesn't do that as often anymore but when she does she just gets back up and climbs in bed on her own. The first week of getting the bed, she would walk up to her room and just laugh, so excited over her new bed! She still loves to go in there and sit and read books. And she now wakes up so much happier than she did when sleeping in the crib. She used to cry when she woke up; now she wakes up saying "ma ma" or "mommy" in the sweetest little voice ever! This morning was the first time she actually woke up and walked to my room without calling for me. It was quite cute to see her walking in here. I'm surpised it took her 3 weeks to do this but am sure this will not be an common occurrence anymore.

She has such a great laugh and I can't get enough of it!

Monday, November 26, 2012

Antibiotics...again

After 3 weeks on Augmentin for the cough that was thought to be from a sinus infection but never went away, we are now on another round of antibiotics. And this time it is much stronger. I kept thinking since the cough was still lingering around, it was probably just all part of a viral infection as her doctor had suggested. But it has now been 7 weeks since it first started and 3 weeks since she has been off the antibiotics. I emailed her doctor to let her know, and she suggested starting more antibiotics first thing. She also gave me a more invasive option which included taking her in for PFTs under sedation, starting a PICC line at that time, doing a bronchoscopy to view her lower airways and planning for possible admission to do IV antibiotics. I have to say, I was pretty surprised at that 2nd option and opted to just try another round of oral antibiotics first. She agreed with that plan but said if the cough isn't improved in a week, she would like to proceed with option 2 next week. So I am just praying this goes away before then, because imagining her being hospitalized for the first time at this age is just unbearable for me right now.

Besides that little lingering cough, she really hasn't acted sick. She hasn't been eating well at all the past 2 weeks but part of me just thought that was normal toddler behavior (although I was still concerned it could be something else). Her doctor was concerned about that as well because kids with CF often have a decrease in appetite and weight loss when they have pneumonia. But I'm hoping thats not what it is. And if it is, I hope this antibiotic kicks in quickly. So far, her cough is much better today. She did cough for about an hour last night during sleep which she hasn't done in a long time but then coughed only once today. She ate better today too. The antibiotic is Bactrim and she is getting the highest dose. She is taking 15ml and boy is it a struggle to get it in her. In the past, she had learned to love taking her medicine because I would sing and dance around the kitchen, but even that isn't working this time. I hate forcing meds but thats what I ended up having to do today and she hated. And so did I. We both cried. Hopefully some of my other tricks will work in the next day or so. I'm really hoping and praying this doesn't turn into anything more and that we don't end up at the hospital next week.


Love of my life

She is the light in my eye
The song on my lips,
The music to my ears,
The joy in my heart,
Love of my life.

Please God, never take her away from me.

Monday, November 19, 2012

Happy Monday!

Had a great day with my sweetie today!



This is what followed craft time today!


Her laughter is contagious and is the greatest sound I have ever heard.
She is doing the big belly laughs now and just gets so tickled. I LOVE IT!

My sweet, beautiful girl!




I love this pucker too! We see it the most when she says "Juice"

 
Her new word today is "toys". And just in time for Christmas.
 
We also have a little battle over the Tarheels and Wolfpack
around here on a pretty regular basis. You can tell she is
already a little confused.


Tuesday, November 6, 2012

Days of Thankfulness

I will updating this post daily as we prepare for this season of Thanksgiving. Every day we should give thanks to God for all his blessings, but this is a particularly good time to remind ourselves of all we have to be thankful for.

Day 1: I'm thankful for my Lord and Savior
Day 2: thankful for the most precious gift of my life, my sweet and beautiful baby girl
Day 3: thankful for a husband who loves me unconditionally and works so hard to provide for our family
Day 4: thankful for parents who raised me in a Christian home and taught me to live for the Lord.
Day 5: thankful God saved my life and my legs from my near-fatal car accident 6 1/2 years ago. And thankful for what I learned about myself and about life as I pushed through the painful experiences that followed.
Day 6: Thankful for all the kisses, hugs, laughs, cuddles, storytimes, piggyback rides, dances, tickles, playtimes, and countless other precious moments with my little girl and for the beautiful bond we share. I ♥ you my sweet child.
Day 7: Thankful for my education, my career, my job, and the ability to be a part time professional and a part time stay-at-home-mom. I love being both.
Day 8: Thankful for technology so I can still talk, text, and do face time with Nathan even though he's out of the country.
Day 9: Thankful that my mother-in-law is able and willing to keep Kelsie 2 days a week while I work so that we do not have to risk her health by putting her in daycare. And for my mom and aunt for making sacrifices and adjusting their schedules to help fill in the gaps anytime I need them. I am truly so blessed to have such loving and supportive women in my life. Because of them, I can relax while I work knowing that Kelsie (and her health needs) are being well taken care of.
Day 10: Thankful that Nathan made it home safely from Brazil!
Day 11: Thankful for this wonderful day of quality time with the 2 great loves of my life!
Day 12: Thankful God blessed me with a sister, someone I have shared my life with, the ups, the downs, the laughs, the tears, the screams, the cheers, the quiet times, and the hours of conversation. There is no one else I would choose as my sister. We are so alike yet so different but we are perfectly sisters. I love you Valerie Campbell Runnfeldt and I'm so glad you are the sister and friend God chose for me. ♥
Day 13: Thankful for my child's laughter and my ability to hear it. Every day is a whole lot sweeter because of that beautiful sound!
Day 14: Thankful for my scenic drive to work. Fall is such a beautiful time of the year!
Day 15: Thankful for my all my college friends and the times we shared together at Carolina. I miss you all SO much!!
Day 16. Thankful for this job that allows me to work from home on Friday nights.
Day 17. Thankful for a warm bed to crawl into tonight.
Day 18: Thankful for bedtime stories and goodnight kisses! ♥
 
Day 19. Thankful that Nathan is such a great daddy to Kelsie, adores her, and takes such good care of her.
Day 20. Thankful for my family's health.
Day 21. Thankful for the kiddos that make my job more than just a job.
Day 22. I am thankful for the Holiday season. I love everything about it! The time with family, the laughter, the joy and anticipation, the reminder of thanksgiving, the food, the decorations, the tree, the ornaments, the gift giving, the lights, the music, the cheerfulness, the memories made, and the story of the miracle birth of my Savior.
Day 23. Thankful we live just a few miles away from the one of the best CF centers in the country.
Day 24. Thankful that Kelsie's diagnosis was made at just 2 weeks of age so that her lungs didn't suffer any damage before we found out
Day 25. Thankful for the meds she takes everyday that allow her to grow and develop like any other kid her age.
Day 26. Thankful for her amazing doctor that is always there for me to talk to me anytime I need her. 
    
 
 
 
 
 
 



Monday, November 5, 2012

Kelsie and her friends.

Kelsie absolutely LOVES playing with all her babies and stuffed animals. She holds them, talks to them, hugs them, plays with them, pats them, and wants to eat and sleep with them every day.  I love watching how she plays with them and it somehow reminds me how I am teaching her to love others. I see her "loving" them like I show love to her. And that makes me smile. Elmo and Baby ("bay") are her favorite. But she often likes to hold as many as possible. And sit with all of them all around her. There is also Mickey("mimmie") and Minnie ("mimmie"), Donald ("nohn-uld"), Mouse ("moush"), Carolina (the cheerleader doll - "nigh-na"), Ramses ("reh-re"), Hippo ("heppo"), Giraffe ("raf"), and about 4 other baby dolls which she also just calls "bay" for baby. (We haven't gotten to the naming phase yet!)  I love this stage and think its absolutely precious to watch how much she loves playing with them, because to her, they really are her little friends.

 
Happy girl!
 
 
 
 
Elmo and Donald had to do PT too. :)
Every day she brings me the vest and Elmo and baby
wanting me to put it on them. She says they like it. :)

 
Elmo and baby always have to go with us in the car now.  



And yes, even inside the restaurant. 




And of course they go to bed with her too.  


 

Thursday, November 1, 2012

Lovin it

I wouldn't take anything for the days I get to spend at home with my girl. Its not always easy and its often exhausting, but the memories we make together every day will never be replaced! It is something I hope I never to take for granted! Every day I think how much I love that little girl! I am so blessed to have her as my daughter. She brightens my world.